God, Kevin, and my BFF

I feel like I repeat this over and over, but this time I can use the past tense. Being home had been hard for me. I'm feeling like God switched that invisible switch in my head, and I'm feeling like myself again, like my depression has lifted. 

I blogged a few days ago about how I suddenly had my "ah ha!" moment with God about laying down my burdens. About how I don't have to just live with depression alone. I have my support group, and even better, I have my Lord, who can help me to bear the burden of  my depression. Everyone I have spoken to has said they can even tell a difference in my voice. 

So, to the point. Kevin and I were talking tonight, and he looked at me and told me that the day I had my "ah-ha" moment he had been praying for me. He knew what a hard time I'd been having, and we both knew that things couldn't stay that way. I was kind of just floating through, not feeling like myself. All four of us deserve better then that. 

I was amazed that within hours, perhaps minutes, our prayers had been answered, and he literally came home to his wife, instead of the shell I had been for the past few weeks. 

Not to downplay my amazing hubby, but one thing that has been a HUGE blessing to me has been my friendship with a wonderful woman named Roxanne. I literally cannot put into words how much I have come to love this person who I have only known a short time. I literally could not be on this journey without her. Isn't it crazy how God just puts the perfect people in your life at the perfect time?

I've just seen God's hand in my life in SO many ways lately. Can I just say that I'm even kind of grateful for my license suspension? Of course, I'd love for things to get straightened out so that I can get behind the wheel, but right now I'm embracing what my life is right now, and I'm feeling pretty blessed.