My feet are cold.
My eyes are tired and sore.
I'm listening to "The Generous Mr. Lovewell"
My kitchen could use cleaning.
The carpet could use vacuuming.
I'm probably going to make hot dogs for dinner.
That is my truth this very moment.
I'm a broken person searching for the pieces. And yet I am whole. Did you know that this unkempt, sorrowful, broken person is also a stunning bride? A daughter who is loved by the perfect Father?
Yes, I am perfect in this very moment. That's so crazy to me. I feel like I'm supposed to act like someone I'm not. All my life have I been living for other people's expectations? What would happen if I did what I wanted, what I felt was right? Would that be freeing? I'm beginning to think so.
I just literally this moment had an incredible revelation. I'm listening to MercyMe's The Generous Mr Lovewell cd- the song All of Creation (I'll post the lyrics). You know what? I keep thinking I need to learn coping skills (which I do) and just live with this depression. That being depressed would somehow be intertwined with my truth. But I just realized, here, sitting at my computer, with sunlight streaming in, that it doesn't have to be like that. I can simply lay my burden down. I can give it to Jesus. And I just felt an incredible weight lifted.
To every beautiful person reading this- Be Blessed!
No comments:
Post a Comment