Insomnia and Fear

I have not had one of these nights in a LONG time, as a matter of fact I have been sleeping like a baby  well for months now. (since becoming a mother- I realize sleeping like a baby is a completely ridiculous statement.)

So here I am, sitting at my computer at 12:30 am. I was laying in bed next to my snoring sleeping husband, and suddenly every noise made me jump. I was just sure someone was about to break into our house and death would be imminent. (why yes, my anxiety/imagination does get the best of me sometimes) It's kind of bizarre because I really haven't had a problem with it in so long... maybe it's because we started watching Schindler's List tonight? (I turned it off less then half way through, that's a lot to take in at once.) Perhaps all I need is a good dose of Jackass or Super Troopers. Truth: terrible, awful, horrendous comedies help me sleep, and I love them.

Lately I've had a desire for our home to be a place of peace. Have you ever walked in anywhere and just felt the calm, and peace in the room? So I'm open for ideas. :)