I've been a bit frazzled today. I've been on the phone for hours trying to get things straight- I've been dealing with bills, and doctor's appointments, and laundry, and children. I apparently told Kevin the same story three times and he was beginning to get a little concerned....
Tonight was supposed to be Kevin's first softball game. Of course it was rained out after we drove all the way down to Lancaster. Oh well, there's always next week, but the girls were very upset that they didn't get to see daddy play.
Wednesday I get my license back! (I'm not going to go into the whole story- you can read it on a post somewhere else on here) Is it weird that I'm a little nervous? I haven't driven at all in 3 months. The closer the day has gotten, the less desire I feel to drive. Even in the midst of all the craziness of the past three months (and I do mean absolute craziness!) I've felt really peaceful, and my heart has been joyful. (I'm not a fan of the word "happy", again, explanation in a previous post) And I'm afraid for the chaos that may ensue once I am allowed back on the roads! Ok, not really. I'm just afraid of over scheduling, and wearing myself out, and not spending enough time at home keeping things clean. I want to be home more just with my family then before I lost my license. You know, we even stopped watching tv in the last 3 months? Do you have any idea how much time that leaves for other things? We got rid of the tv in our room altogether- it was becoming a total waste of space.
Ok, I'm done reflecting on the last three months... for now. :)
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